It's quite amazing to me how your life and your wishes can change so rapidly. Not more than 1 year back, I was very much looking forward to coming to US. All that wish took a back seat around October and I was pretty much happy with it. Although the eagerness of coming here was still there, I was happy enough to postpone the date of that becoming a reality. I knew I had to come here soon.
But still those 5 months were one of the happiest times, I wish they never ended. I wished I had the guts to refuse the onsite offer. But as I said the eagerness had not died, it was still there. It was still thinking of my future, my plans. I had to succumb. One of those times when your heart and mind do not agree with each other.
And now when I am here, I wish I had refused the offer. Sometimes life gives you difficult choices. Enjoy today, let future take care of itself or work today and try for your future enjoyment. If you ask me now I would go with the first option. But I really hope the second one is better, because that's what I had to choose.
The next question on my mind is, "How far can a person go for his friendship?"
Friday, June 23, 2006
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